YOU.

A heavy breath is all i have,
dipped in loneliness.
Everything is fake and not true,
Its only you and just YOU.
The days have no sunshine,
Even the nights lack comfort.
No reason to smile...
darkness is all i have captured.
My heart talks to me more often,
it says, its bound in shackles,
"the walls are dark in here,
theres no way...i can tackle"
Staying alone suits me more,
Nobody to break this organ anymore.
no one to call me dear,
In the end , its just my sheru....whom i can hug and feel less hollow!

Sestina

While going through my old mails,
Some opened...Some still unchecked.
I found a bunch of mails by someone,
From whom, I try to escape and run.


This NumBness is more comfortableE...
You feel emptY & Stable.
But, I feel the sweet pain again,
Like the mud, being washed by the rain....


These mails again took me to the valley, deep...
seeds buried in the core, have started to reap.
They say, they want to grow,
i Say, I really dont know....
          ...........dont know !


The true me is here, In front of Me...
Or, It's an illusion i see...
Occluded is my soul,
between the dilemma & Reality!!


The bubbles around me have collapsed,
Wiped off...the ambiguity in my vision.
Some, I could unconditionally bank on....
evanescent, to mars for a secret mission.


Land below just fractured,
SkY above chipped off too,
My pillars of strength falling in a row....
reason for which.....i really dont know....  
                             ...........dont know !

A pacKet of LIfe.....!!

"Life is a vicious circle " 

A line that i read in one of the poems we were taught back in school in the literature class, which we could successfully manage to snore off with listlessness and ignorance. It diapason was no less then a shibboleth for me then...but, here I am completely booked...hooked and cooked by the vitality of this phrase!!

Life indeed is a circle....personification of which is all up to you!

It teaches you a bundle of chapters...wherein you choose to decide which are the few chapters which explain the essence of the life in YOU!

This is the first time , I settled with myself to ink up the meandering thoughts inside me, or rather, I would in-debt it to the twist in tale of my life! :)

Life for me is always about being experimental and Positive...!!

If you want to relish it....do not be scared to walk on the contours it....do not let regret emboss on the inner walls...do not let your tears dry and smiles tarnish and wither away...!!

Our lifetime is always divided in to two halves...and there will be a test of time in either of the two ....but the earlier you face the Tornado/Earthquake/Havoc/and recently the IT thing.... '' the Bomb Blasts'' (pun intended :})...the better it is. 

This is what keeps me plausible  and going !!

Alwayssss...!!!

Clarity of mind and reality in vision are a must... and then there will be no regrets...!!! 

Assured :)

So the secret theory is

Put all your talent into your work...and all your genius into your LIFE!